I am sitting here really late at night.. like it is nearly 2am, and my mind finds it way back to a conversation I had the other day. I find myself thinking about it a lot... having to hold myself back from blurting it out in conversation with others. It is one about a new baby... a new baby that may be joining our family come spring time. Yes, AJ might be getting a little sibling through adoption... a blood related sibling! I can't stop thinking about the possibility, wondering if the pregnancy test was read correctly, wanting to see it for myself, wanting to pinch myself that this might actually be happening, but not wanting to wake up if this is a dream.
We haven't shared anything yet, partially because we have only known for a few days ourselves, but mostly because I don't want to get my hopes up too soon. Although who am I kidding, my hopes are already through the roof! I can't help but think about if it will be a boy or a girl. My hubby asked me the other day what I thought it might be. I said I hoped it was a boy so we would have one of each, but think it will be a girl. Obviously either way I will be ecstatic! I have even pulled up a name site and started looking at it. I found a boy name I like with the middle name as one of his Papa's name. I don't know about a girl though... that is a bit harder I feel like... And you know, we only have like 6-8 months to figure it out ;)
Anyway, this post won't go public until we know more information, and of course share it with those around us in person. However and I laid here tonight, I wanted to capture some of these initial thoughts, and maybe by "sharing" it I can resist the urge to blurt it out every two seconds... Can't wait until I can shout it from the rooftops!
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