This Wednesday (September 14th) would have been my due date had the pregnancy continued. I'm probably going to be busy that day, subbing in another instructor's classroom and then teaching my own class in the evening. I don't know if I want to forget about the date or remember it.
This is my path.
It's not the path I would have chosen for myself, or for anyone else. It's not a fun path, it's not even enjoyable. But miscarriage and infertility have become a part of me. As much as I despise both of them, without them I would not be the me that I am today.
So I choose to look at my path in a different way. Obviously this is the path that God has chosen for me, so who am I to argue? Instead I want to look at this and find the things I can learn, the things that I can change, and the things that I can do to inspire and lift up others.
Without these struggles, we wouldn't be applying for foster care right now. I'm excited [most the time] to see how God will use this in our life and how He will use us to help others through this.
[some of this post copied from here as it fit how I feel so perfectly]
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